So I've been wanting to get a job this summer for a while, but because of my age it's been really hard to find one. Well it looked like I was finally going to be able to get one at a great place to work. I went in, the interview went well, the manager wanted to hire me, but he just needed to check with the owner to see for sure. Well I just found out that the owner decided not to hire me because of my age and the government regulations that they would have to deal with me if they hired me.
Not gonna lie, it was a pretty big disappointment. I was excited about the job, and I really thought I was going to get it. But even though I was disappointed I remembered something: God is good all the time. I don't know why God let this opportunity slip by, but I know He has my good in mind. My job is just to trust in Him and His goodness, even when I don't understand.
I might see why this happened in the future, I might not. But I do know that this has strengthened my faith and made me realize again how amazing God has been to me. Today we were making lunches for a charity that gives meals to kids who would otherwise go hungry. By the grace of God, I've never gone hungry before. God has been so good to me and has blessed me so much. He's never let me down in the past, and I know He never will, so I will trust him, even when I'm sad and don't understand. Nothing, not a job, not anything else can ever compare to God's embrace and love, and it's so comforting to know that He will always be there.
You are good, You are goodWhen there's nothing good in meYou are love, You are loveOn display for all to seeYou are light, You are lightWhen the darkness closes inYou are hope, You are hopeYou have covered all my sin
The riches of Your loveWill always be enoughNothing compares to Your embraceLight of the world forever reign
You are more, You are moreThan my words will ever sayYou are Lord, You are LordAll creation will proclaimYou are here, You are hereIn Your presence I'm made wholeYou are God, You are GodOf all else I'm letting go
-Forever Reign by Hillsong United
I am so sorry for the disappointment, and so proud of your faith that God is in control.
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I love the way you are able to turn that sort of situation around, and encourage people in the process. I really admire and respect you for that. :)
ReplyDeleteIt's so true. God always has our best interest in mind, even if that means walking through some things we don't understand in the moment. I'm sorry for your disappointment. Sometimes disappointment hurts, even when we know and trust that God is in control. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm proud of you, miss Mal. Like really.
ReplyDeleteI admire you, and look up to you.
Keep going, beautiful!! God has got something even better planned. Love you tons.
I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out for you.
ReplyDeleteI know there are times I need to be reminded that He's good, all the time. Even when things don't look right. But then it's all for a reason. Thank you so much for posting this, Mal, it was very encouraging to me. :)